Goals

I would like for this blog to help me get on track with daily goals and life. 

As a stereotypical Hikikomori, I do not have the best self esteem or confidence, it is safe to say I have very little of those things... but I wish to improve over time and work on improving myself over time, so I started this thing to try to keep myself accountable.

I know my own weaknesses and one is letting people down or not doing something when I say I will, so if I say I will do something on here, I'll feel more compelled to do it.

My main goals to post about on here are:

• New Job
• De-clutter
• Hobby/Informal jobs
• Improve health

There is a new job I wish to apply for, that I am qualified to do, and really need to do as it will be very positive, as it can all be done online so it doesn't matter if I am in the UK or Japan during working shifts. I'm seemingly putting off doing it from general nerves and I think a fear of failing, and being given more responsibility compared to my current anti-social hours, lone working position. So I'll work on that as I really need to apply for it, it is a literal god-send.

I am recovering from OCD and one of the traits I had was hoarding. I need to de-clutter again as I didn't even notice how bad it started to get. So I plan on de-cluttering as much as possible and living very minimalist-ly.

The Hobby/Informal Jobs are Owl Sensei, my drawing, writing 'The Suicidal Ghost' stories, and I've started liking photography which I could also use as a "proof I went outside" thing here too w. I plan on 'Owl Sensei' as a main Hobby/Informal Job to do, as I'm a recovering 'selective mute', so continuing to use my voice for something is a good idea to help lessen that Hikikomori/anxiety trait over time (as I live with 99% of the time not needing/having to speak to anything in real life).

Improving health is to do with my health... shocking! w...

I am in bad health, I dislike to really discuss it but my diet is lazy and really needs improving, my cholesterol for one thing is very easy to raise and I've just been tested for it again and will need to lessen it again, my diet would be useful to improve. So I am currently trying to improve that and hopefully my fatigue will lessen at the same time... as I understand that living on sugar free energy drinks and coffee to stay physically awake isn't the most normal.

I also need to exercise a bit more, not just the anti-social hours work but outside of that, if I get the new job too I'd not be exercising or moving around for that one so having some general outside exercise is good... I've gained weight and I'd really like to lose it again... so improving diet, improving physical activity and taking better care of myself should hopefully help improve my health all around...

Thank you for reading! Invisible people ^-^/ かんぱい～